Actually, I got paid all money up-to now. It is only when the payments gets delayed weeks, or sometimes almost the end of next month.

Things have improved since then. But there are other troubles.

I have caught up on another project where they didn't have enough engineers, so I had to join. There is too much workload there that most people on this project have to work till midnight from 10 AM. It is like sitting 14 hours in front of a computer. The most annoying thing about this project is the choice of technology, which throws random errors that are not helpful in fixing the errors.

With all this happening, I found that I have been smoking more, and getting intoxicated.

Last Saturday I missed my meds, because I was sleeping till mid-day. By evening, after a drink my OCD got very bad; I couldn't do anything. Afterwards I was feeling extremely guilty.