I apologize that all my posts are about me being so depressed but I can't seem to shake it this time. I haven't worked in over 2 weeks and don't feel like I can right now. I'm starting to think that maybe I need to look into short term disability for now. I work for a University and pay into a retirement system...no social security. I see a new psychologist on Thursday and I'm afraid he won't help with this. I just feel like no one understands how bad things ate for me right now. Before this episode things were bad for me at work. I can't concentrate and get things done. I'm always behind on my work. I haven't been a good productive employee in a long time and I miss a lot of time due to depression. I don't know what to do. I have no motivation or energy and my thoughts are running over and over in my head. They added Seroquel to my meds in the hospital and all I'm doing is sleeping and laying in bed and I've gotten no reprieve from the depression so far. I don't know you guys, I just don't know