I'm a mess it's been 8 weeks ago tomorrow and I'm still in a rage .

My husband is on oxygen ( new thing) worried sick about his health and how this will change our lives.

I explode over everything, I've yelled at my poor dog twice today , I feel horrible for that , I'm snapping at my husband way too much.

I have had to backspace every thing I type on PC because I really don't need banned.

I'm meeting my daughter tomorrow night after her work , midnight , I'm hoping her bipolar self can help my bipolar self out.

I doubled my Valium , thus far no help , I might need to call my new Pdoc Wednesday if I don't find some relief , most likely go IP and I'm okay with that , I am a rage-y mess.

Oh yeah and I have infections in both my ears and can't hear.

Sorry for the rant !

Be kind to yourselves !