Hugs...That's great that you took that step though!

I know what you mean about feeling like you're "therapy cheating." When I told T1 I'd made an appointment with T2, I felt really guilty. But then today, when I mentioned to MC that I'd seen T2 last week and it went well, and I'd be seeing him again tomorrow...that felt like I was cheating not on T1, but on MC--I guess because T2 is a guy, and I'm partly seeing him to work on the transference for MC? And, well, I guess T1 is technically his employee, but I don't think that was it...