Sounds like a reality tv show title, doesn't it?

I gave birth in July and it wasn't until late August that I came to admit I may have PPD. I've self-diagnosed based on what I'm going through and how I'm feeling/what I'm thinking.

How can I possibly, at times, feel like I'm the worst parent, my child hates me, and that I resent my choices? I love my child more anything. Will it, does it, ever get better? When? Any resources out there?

I'm taking healthy steps towards recovering from this state of mind, but not before I tear myself apart with guilt.