How funny (not really) I remember a boy in the same abuse group as me when I was a teen. He was always so sad as well. I found out about 5 years ago that he killed himself when he was 19. I learned from him that abuse is not the child's fault. He believed (like me) that it happened because he was bad. I knew he was abused because the adults in his life were ****.
I will never forget him.