I have a demo trial lesson to teach tomorrow. I am hoping for the best. It is for the tour guide school. The main teacher is amazing. He is a walking encyclopedia. I was truly impressed. Also, I want to teach here because I can learn more about Japan and its history and culture from others. I am feeling ok. I also received an interview to do another demo lesson for the company that wants me to work full-time at times from 7am to 9pm. I am thinking of doing it for practice. I believe the schedule is not always 7 am to 9pm and may be reasonable at times. The pay is low still but it will give me a chance to work full-time. I don't know if I can do the work though unless I try. Money is important and I wish they paid more. However, they pay the going rate for teaching here. I will see if I can pass their demo lesson and go from there. I have only two classes to teach next month right now. If I pass the demo lesson for the tour guide school, I can get more classes but it is temporary work. After the beginning of December, they don't need me. Thus, I really need to think about my options and see if anything works out for me. If I think I can do the full-time job, I may do it if offered. I don't really know at this point until I go through the process. I am happy to be surviving. I am also stable mentally now so although I won't have much work next month, I will be ok. Jobs come and go but my health is a priority. For some reason, I am happy.