I think there are protocals for a reason and if you decide to lie to them because you disagree you are not hurting them. You are shooting yourself in the foot. You are winning the battle but losing the war. What if every patient came in and demanded to be treated a different way? It would be chaos and would become ineffective. Having said that, I hope you can find a safe place to go when needed where you agree with the protocals and are treated respectfully. Sending big hugs.