Very sorry you are struggling. I can relate to this. I went through a similar, very confusing process during my second year of college where I had no clue what I wanted to do for work or what I should major in. I ended up majoring in Religious Studies, and now I work in digital marketing! LOL. See how that worked out?

Jennifer has a good suggestion -- can you talk to a career counselor or advisor at your school who can help provide specific guidance and help you make some decisions?

I think it's helpful to focus on skills-related classes to build up your confidence in the area of interest, and to also major in the field you think you'll eventually want to work. I wish I had majored in something more practical, like traditional marketing.

Never fear - skills can be developed in time and with proper training. I've learned most of my skills on the job AND with specific education and training.

((((Hugs)))))