The new policy is in-house control. Which means I get my own project sent back to me and I have to check it for errors and write a report. The problem is, I already checked and rechecked the project the first time I sent it in, and if I hadn't found any errors then... I just have to wait for an inspiration, or a sudden realisation while browsing it again and again. I don't even know if there are errors, but probably yes. They almost always find some. The worst of all, the project is really small, whereas in a big project I could have easily had a slip of attention and discover it now.

And also I already asked a manager the first time about problems that I saw, and she gave it a cursory glance, a simple answer and also said she was busy. What if the simple answer was not the correct one?

And I have to give it in tomorrow morning. And I'm already bad with my quota.

I'm going back to sleepless nights, helpless and crying, and despairing about having to be in this situation again and again. All I can do is write this.

Each time I try to gather myself up, think positively, I get hit with this or something else. What's the point of trying?