I mean, everybody is long saying to change my job. If I knew how I'd jump the ship in an instant. But how am I supposed to even, if everything is hypocricy, greed, lies... There's one thing I've been doing a lot and I care about and I believe it's been keeping me in a better mood - it's studying Polish by reading books. No employer would care about that, especially since I only started this summer. Or I could abandon that and instead spend my time looking at job postings which depress me. Except I'd immediately get fired from my current job because I couldn't keep even the minimum up... Sorry. No, it's not a right job for me. It's 4 years since it's not the right job for me. Except maybe it's the best job for me, because of how terrible I am at talking to people, and this is one of a few jobs with my qualifications that doesn't require that.