Yes, we share a fear. But I am going back tomorrow and I hope you do too. We can do this together, McKell!

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I am so F*en indecisive I want to smack mysel

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Oh no! Don't do that then you willl only hurt more!

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Therapy can't help if I don't know what I want.

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Would it help if you thought of therapy as a place to figure out what you want? Maybe that's the goal for now.

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I've got to do something to fix it this minute.

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Maybe going to therapy is that thing. It just takes longer than a minute and yes, that is a frustration. It goes on and on and on doesn't it? But I think we will know when we are ready. I mean /really/ know!

Peace