My observation went ok. Not stellar but not horrible. Room for improvement. My supervisor really believes in me. He said so. He said he wants me to come out of my shell. He said "I think you can do it, in fact I know you can do it, and that's why I wanted you here." So that was nice. I wish I shared his confidence in me! I've been told since I started teaching that I'm too quiet and reserved. It's been five years and has gotten better but still not to the extent they want. So I don't have much confidence that I can ever change my underlying personality. But I guess I can try. I'm looking to join drama club as he told me to get involved in the high school more. I'm not sure it will work out time wise but again, I'm going to make the effort.

In other news, finding a new psychiatrist isn't going well. I called three places today. One the phone just rang and rang, one went to a voicemail that sounded like a personal cell Phone, and one had a busy signal over and over. I think that one might have had the wrong number. There's another one I didn't try because it has weird hours (all evening/Saturday). It's right by my work so I'd prefer to go at like 3. I don't really want to drive home and drive back. Plus I don't have anyone to watch my son in the evening/Saturday. I'm going to try the first doctor again tomorrow. I'm also going to try to find another number for the other group.

I also need to get a chest X-ray this week as I'm still coughing horribly. Fun times.