Amie,
The not wanting to be sexual many times is a result of some type forms of abuse usually sexual. When we were children we were innocent, clean, untouched. Someone comes along and abuses us and takes that innocent away from us forever. Some will began gaining control through things like ED's. Others may cut or other abuse to help deal. Wanting that childhood back that was taken from us.

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Amie2 said:
That quote is so true. With me it is definitely about control. It is also about not wanting to be older and wanting to be a child again. And not wanting to be sexual (which I haven't figured out the reason for yet).

Amie

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