My birthday is Saturday and I am becoming really upset. None of my friends are available to hang out that night, and now I worry I will have to be home all alone and I really don't want this nor know how to cope with it.

I want to celebrate! And with friends!!! I want to dance!!! The LAST thing I want is to sit home, bummed out on my Bday. My life is already a bummer these days, and I am hardly coping as it is.

ARGH GRRR ARGH GRRRR!!!!

How do I cope with being home alone on my birthday??!!?? I am starting to feel like I don't have enough friends to hang out with. I already feel bad about being my age and living with my parents.

This sucks.