My husband told me to shower and go get my own cigarettes this morning. He had been bringing them to me. I hadn't showered since Saturday and I stink. I managed to do it. I have appointment with new Dr tomorrow at 9. I am expecting a couple of phone calls from my benefits center and HR office from work so I have phone turned up. Usually my volume is off. I guess that's a little progress. I'm sitting here chain smoking though. I'm very anxious and still depressed but at least I got out of bed and I made the phone calls my husband wanted me to make yesterday