I'm sorry you might be alone on your birthday. You could plan a spa day with a facial, manicure, pedicure or massage with essential oils and then go to dinner and a movie. You could even buy yourself some reasonably priced champagne or Spumante and put big, ripe strawberries in to soak it up (if you drink). You could pamper and celebrate yourself and then plan a birthday celebration with your friends on another day. Just a thought. Sending big hugs.