how do i...... handle it?

I usually think along the lines of, well, I guess i've scared them off, and it makes me feel very depressed- especially when they tell me, well, we specialise in such and such a disorder, and I end up thinking am I really that bad?. really?

their have been times where they've rejected me and i've constantly contacted them asking for help.

I guess eventually, though it's hard, you just have to accept that they arn't the right person for you and move on.

question

how often do you order takeout meals? (if at all?)