thank you all..... hugs!

I could treat myself to a manicure and pedicure during the day -- I thought of that too. But the thought of being home alone -- celebrating alone -- is really depressing, even if I DO treat myself to a nice dinner and a movie. BIG SIGH.

It is upsetting that no one is available, even though it's not their fault at all.

I mean, I could always talk to my bf, if he's not working, but still, I am alone most days and nights and work from home all by myself. I am tired of the isolation, and on my bday, of all days, I want to get out and be with a friend or two.

It just depresses me so much... I don't know how to get past that.