OMG, it is something new now...with out the tegretol for one week and the elavil, i am 'quaking'...it is like the whole inside of my body is trembling like an earthquake. It is making we jerky in my movements and I am getting inappropriate emotions...I mean last night I could not get up off couch, my legs, knees didnt want to work and all I did was laugh even after moggles helped me up and i stumbled into room and onto bed. I couldnt stop laughing. Then later I was morose and depressed and sad and I just read a post I wrote last night and I am MAD, it doesnt make sense...and now I have the unpleasant task of trying to get county hospital to part with medical records on me...futile at best
*sigh* i didnt know how bad i was, the meds DID keep stuff in some control...and that is sad...melanie
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"The night racks my bones, and the pain that gnaws me knows no rest," laments Job (The Holy Bible: New Revised Standard Version, Job 30:17).
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