I definetely get scared!! (((((((Sandra))))))))
Hey, you're doing great. You reached out for help, and I'm glad your T and your b/f were there to help!
Try not to worry. Just continue to breathe, and take it day by day... each day you resist is another milestone of sorts. It's something to be celebrated.
I'm scared too... my next "milestone" is a year... I still have over a month.
You can do it! We both can! If I can help in any way, let me know okay?
Good luck, and good for you!!