Well I just caught up with everyone here.

Liz your inner strength amazes me. On the flip side I do worry about you. The people you work for are jerks and I am very sorry you have to work for them.

Christina I wish I could tell you it will get easier but I kinda think you might need to move to start healing. Just know you are in my thoughts and prayers just like everyone on here.

Jan girl you have had a rough time lately with all the doctors appointments strange men coming in and making you move stuff etc. take it one day at a time. You might want to look on the internet and see if you can get the ensure at a cheaper price.

Kiya sweet Kiya take care of yourself.

Has for me well my mom went left for Oaklahoma last week. My step dad was in the hospital again. He was due to get released the day she left. Which meant his daughter would have to be his caregiver. She's not a very good caregiver nor a very good daughter. Well guess what he died on Friday. Apparently the home heath nurse came to draw his blood. She thought he looked a little yellow so she called the daughter the daughter came home and called his doctor. They said take him to the ER. Now he has an external machine that helps pump his heart. He's also been getting blood transfusions every week. The doctors keep asking how much more do you want to do and he always says I want to keep trying. Without my mom there he started throwing a fit and he was in a lot of pain. The doctors convinced the doctor to let her give him something for pain and for anxiety and once he starts to go to sleep they will turn off his heart pump. His heart only beated a couple of times then he died.

So I have been dealing with my mom and this. My mom might loose her house now and now she is talking about moving to Oaklahoma where they treat her better WTH really

Add to this drama with my daughter and the weather. One day it's raining with thunder and lightening and next like today it's over 90. My head is pounding and hubby's hours are all over the place. Today he left for work at 2:45 am it's hard to go back to sleep after that.

I am sure I have forgotten someone one and something and I am sorry.

Gus your pictures are truly lovely

Gental hugs to all