I'm hoping my anger subsides by the time I see T. I don't like her but I don't need her to know that. I'd rather higher doses of meds for a short time then IOP or hospitalization. I have to tell my husband I might be starting a mix/mania. I'm hoping I can avoid Clozapine. I may have to go up on Zyprexa a lot but can't I go up on my mood stablizer to stop mood swings?

If this is a mood swing I need to be careful on not destroying my relationships. Thanks for saying I'm not a b!tch but I really feel like one.