Hi Indigo,

Welcome to the recovery forum. It's great that you've admitted that you have a problem with alcohol and are looking for support. I'd suggest trying to talk with your husband about it, because personally I've found IRL support to be invaluable in my staying sober. It is possible to get sober without AA or some kind of treatment, just it takes more work in my opinion.

One websight you might want to check out is smartrecovery.org. It's a non 12 step support group for people trying to overcome addictions. They have some good on-line tools as well as message boards.

We also have a recovery chat here every Tuesday at 10:00 EST that you could feel free to drop in on.

Good luck.

--splitimage