Today's session was absolutely vital to re-establishing my sense of safety, and R understood that. We discussed the parallels between the way in which this has been (mis)handled and the wider situation. R immediately identified the parallels, even before I said anything.
'...A three legged stool doesn't work with two legs.' I owned the fact that I'm prone to catastrophising, and R just accepted it. I was relieved not to feel shamed for that.
I think I got it across, although I struggled to admit that this development has left me scared. 'I miss being able to form sentences...'
'That's how I know you're finding things difficult.'
I'm glad I can give some indication...
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'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin
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