hi rap and thanks for writing.

i've been with the same therapist for 17 years now and it has been a long hard journey so i know what you mean!

as for my reply i was actually agreeing in a funny way so i hope teejai read it that way! i think it was a great alternative way to "sum it up" when it feels like it can't be summed up!

i just get frustrated because i have a lot of serious symptoms and false ideas inside that do impair my ability to be social and maintain healthy relationships.

i guess it's best for me to just leave it undiagnosed and continue my inner work. it just gets frustrating that i've been "at it" for so long now. it feels like a long hard journey that takes me so much time because there's a lot of feelings/experiences from my childhood that i am still unable/unwilling to face.

thanks for your support
susan