He leaves at times when I can't go with him especially now that my nephew is here, like to the store. I'm always afraid someone will see them leave and think no one else is home. Last night I was still afraid while he was home but zyprexa knocked me out before I could think about it too much. Mornings are better for me though I'm really tired in the morning. I talked to my husband so he knows what's up. He says I'm not being a b!tch. That's all in my head. He doesn't get that reality is too real.