My grandparents are millionaires and they have been giving me 1000 a month to live off of since i cant get disability right now. 1000 is hard to live on. They may give me my inheritance early and i would get 2000 to live on each month, rising with the rate of inflation, cost of living that would last my whole life. It would take a huge burden off me. I feel like i have been pressured to get a job for the last 4 years and have failed. I get panic attacks and suicidal each time i get a job. I also dont have a car right now, which makes it more difficult, living in a community of 50,000 people and the bus service is sub-par. Living in bqd neighborhoods and seeing alot of poverty, 2000 is alot. Im praying for the best.