So a friend of mine in the US who has a special "gift" told me yesterday that my fiance and her male cousin have a "secret" between them. My friend also tells me that my fiance's brother knows what the secret is. I have strongly suspected a "secret" between them. It was driving me a bit loony...or more accurately: driving me "loonier." (spell check says that is indeed a word)

So I talked to the brother today and he confirmed what I thought.
I feel much better now. I now know that my intuition is not totally out of whack.

So now I have a covert action planned to extract myself from an intolerable situation.

I am relieved but sad. I really love the people that have deceived and manipulated me.

I really love the two boys so much.

I must leave them all and start my life all over again.

I will miss this city and the special people in it.
They have touched me and I have touched them.

I will continue my work as I walk into the unknown once again...

Best wishes to All