Today my day was going great so far and I was in such a great mood. One of things that upsets me is when people call me "crazy" especially if they don't even know me. It wouldn't have gotten to me so much but today is not the best of days now that I'm cramping.

Anytime someone calls me crazy, I immediately feeling hurt because this is something my abusive partner used to call me daily. So glad that I got away from him in the end. I'm pmsing as of right now and I'm starting to feel my moods starting to shift. Glad that my doctor gave me a new medication for my mania since it's been pretty high lately. Anytime my period is coming though is when my lows come on most of the time or if I don't get enough sleep or stressful situations.

I'll end up getting over this. Know that I will. As of right now though that comment really upset me. It's not the first time I've been called crazy and I know it won't be the last. They basically called me crazy due to my emotions based on my pms and because my dog can pick up on my moods.

Now that their both in my room with me, I know that I'll be okay because their both by my side. I love both of these dogs and they always manage to put a smile on my face whenever I'm feeling sad or having one of those days. Sometimes I feel as if they know when I'm sad because they both lay next to me and give me plenty of kisses.