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Originally Posted by ElsaMars
80 hours a week? You must REALLY be feeling better! Way to go!
If I'm ever well enough to enter the workforce again I will be in a similar place so you have my sympathies. Where did you find the place willing to find work for disabled people? Why not go that route? Do you plan to supplement your SSDI or get off it?
20 years is a long time.......I'm betting you are excited but very nervous about all this. Please keep us posted on your journey. I'm very interested to hear how you go about making this leap.
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Here I did it again. I meant less than 80 hours a month.This will supplement SSDI. I have to go to work in order to pay the bills. I had to borrow money from a friend in order to survive. That money is running out. If I were not so scared of this, maybe I would be looking forward to it with anticipitory anxiety.
I seem to overreact nowadays always being paranoid, expecting something to go wrong. I did not used to be this way. I think I kmow why. I took care of my mother until earlier this year when I was able to place her in a home. That last year with her was an every day nightmare. Every day I became paranoid anticipating that something else was to go wrong. I was overwhelmed through that entire year. I think this has messed with my mind.