thx for your replies. I did talk to my husband and is very supportive.
Thing is we don't know where to begin..
I would love to join a chat sometime and get advice on how to handle this. and whats stinks even more I am having a bout w/ PP depression, I hope it wont last much longer. I do take meds for it , but I to not see that it helps..
I know I do need to talk w/ someone asap, however I am terribly embarrassed , denial perhaps I don't know . I am at a loss of where to start. I Have no insurance, I am going to do a bit of research in my area and see if I can find some type of non profit help...