I just want to feel like I'm a person. Like I'm an individual. Everything in my life right now is basically decided on by what my husband is doing. I can't work because I wouldn't be able to get a job that would fit around his hours. I pretty much stay inside 24/7 unless I have to go to appointments or the grocery store. Which we go to the store together. I can't even walk to the other side of the store alone. We all have to go together. I have 0 friends. The only people I communicate with on a daily basis are my kids and husband. I'm just going crazy from being alone inside most the time with no life or even the option to do whatever. I would love to have a job just to be out of my house alone. I just feel like my individual life doesn't matter at all. It's all a out taking care of my kids and making my husband's life easier. The only alone time I get is going to my group therapy and I sometimes have to miss that if my husband is doing work stuff. You would probably understand better if you had read all my previous post on here. It's all so complicated.