[QUOTE=Shazerac;5836255]Welcome to psych central

Thank you for taking the time to reply. I've held this inside for 16 years, and after having advice from people on forums, I finally told my husband last night. He was wonderful, as expected. I cried tears I didn't know I'd held inside and felt lighter, although now I feel vulnerable, like my husband might decide he doesn't like me because I'm disgusting. I know that's something I need to work through and I know he'd never feel that way. He told me he loves me even more because he knows what I've been through and have stayed strong. I guess it's a bumpy road to recovery. Thanks again for replying.