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Originally Posted by rainbow8
Yes, it's weird! Very weird for me because T and I suspect I have acted this way for most of my life. I have no way of knowing. I know I dissociated when I didn't talk to people. I was probably present as a child and teenager with some of my friends.
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I talked about this with my t yesterday. He said its probably about reenacting trauma. First there is the anticipation, then when we are there, we dissociate. I said, we talk to retain control, to not let the trauma happen again; it feels too close, too dangerous, to be with t. I thought it interesting how so many of us have the same experience, but come at it from so many different ways.