Hi there.I'm sorry you're struggling so much.

I don't really know anything about Bipolar but I do know that if you were diagnosed with PTSD in the past,it never goes away,there's no cure for it but one can learn to manage symptoms.And symptoms can flare up when triggered by something.It sounds like your episodes have triggered your PTSD to flare back up?

I wish I had words of wisdom for you but I don't.Sometimes I just have to ride out my PTSD symptoms knowing they will eventually subside.