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It isn't so much envy of particular people as much as it is wishing things were different in my life and seeing examples of how it could be "if only" will sometimes cause me to dwell on my disappointments. But I hold no ill will toward people who don't have my disappointments, which I infer from "envy"; quite the contrary. I am happy for them. It's just bittersweet.
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|Up and down
|And in the end it's only round and round
|Pink Floyd - Us and Them
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|bipolar II, substance use disorder, ADD
|lamictal, straterra
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