I'm thinking that too but I worry that when I get paranoid of my husband I'll only have PC that I will believe which usually suggests I go IP. At least with T can poke holes in my "theories" and I can't wiggle out of them. She can see the mental gymnastics I go through even if she can't help. I only see her 2x a month but I only see pdoc every 3 months. Maybe I should go down to 1x a month or find another T just weekly sounds to much but my moods change so much I'm doubting my BP and not BPD.