I've heard my parents talking on the other room.. they were talking about me and the difficulties they have in "raising" me.. They don't know that I know.

Why did they never told me this? That I was a burden to them? It's not my fault if I can't make friends or if I have low self-esteem.. or maybe it is?

I thought they loved me, but apparently I got it all wrong..

I feel so lonely right now.