Wow, I'm so sorry this has happened to you.

it's very sad that your boyfriend chose not to support you.
Keep in mind that you didn't do anything wrong. Unfortunately it's all to common in dysfunctional families to ostracize the abused person instead of facing the abuser. It's not fair! It sucks!
Is there anyway for you to get some help, therapy or some other kind of help to get you through this? Of course you are welcome to post here on PC as often as you want to. We're happy to listen.
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