yes Ocean I wonder about that. I had some stuff happen to me but I wonder if it would warrant causing my eating disorder. I am almost totally disinterested in sex and I wonder about that too. I also have pain issues that a number of doctors have said is likely the result of sexual abuse (psychologically and physically). I wish that I could just know for sure one way or another. Then maybe I would know what to do next like go to a sexual abuse survivors group or something.

Amie