I like my name too, I don't know much about astrology, just my planet and sign. I don't see any answers to my problems either. I tried to talk to my mother about what she spends money on and she will not tell me and she goes into a defence mood and attacks me, stating my problems. I noticed some things I think she is doing. She has alot of physic type papers where you pay for lucky numbers and months. Alot of sweepstates and scams where you add your name to a list and send money to the others on the list (like that is real!) she needs help, but how do you help someone that does not know they have a problem or wants help when they know they do? After that hateful talk I left after I said, "I bet everyone would rather I did die". Since she didn't say anything to me the whole night I guess it is true.

All I want to do is cry.