thank you for the reply!
i do have a therapist and my appt is on monday but other than that i just feel alone. im doing my best to keep from feeling that way but its very hard. and i dont want to burden anyone with all my problems going on so the people i could call i dont because of that. and the people i want to talk to i literally cant. i have never been at a place like this in my life and i dont know how to cope properly right now. if the pain could just ease up a little bit yanno?