I have been diagnosed with psychotic disorders much more times than cptsd. I was in a moderate psychotic state for years. I have had mixed and hypomanic and depressive episodes, but I don't tolerate meds.
I doubt it is a misdiagnosis since the psychosis is not always trauma related, even if it could be stress related. Probably I have a predisposition to it and the chronic stress triggered it.
I just befriend the beings, voices and so. And hide when people spy me. They are there for a reason, I don't panick because of them and I don't care if wonderland or nether are "real". What does " real" mean? They just are. I live with them with normality. I don't consider it pathologic even if I know they are considered psychosis. I hate when they are called hallucinations or delusions, they are complex and have rights too, even if the rest of people cannot sense them.
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-
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