well i made it through without inpatient. I took sick days from work and slammed myself with high doses of seroquel I had from a while ago. I'm still wavering a bit and definitely dealing with a lot of fallout at work and even in my sons sports teams due to my extremely paranoid emails and behaviour when i was on the brink. EMBARRASSING to say the least. but doing much better.
thx for all the prior kind words and advice and i hope everyone is doing well!
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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