Thanks Mars -- I have been on this forum for something like 2 years, but never for me. Strange. It's cool to know that there are other people who can relate -- I never thought the "go go go at top speed" thing was a problem. It's gotten me pretty far, actually. My 35th birthday was kind of a reality check, though, because it seems like around this age, all of my peers have kind of slowed down and are enjoying their kids and ceramic classes and neighborhood bbqs, while I am travelling for work every week, in school for my MBA, working 60+ hours, making a ton of money... but have no family to share it with. Fortunately I'm getting married in a few weeks... but how do I flip my career-based lifestyle around quickly so that I can still have kids before it's too late?

I'm pretty sure I can make good progress with my T and now the Lexapro, but it's been a strange year of self-realization.

Thanks again for replying,
LMo