My old friend angry Mania has set in very deep now.

I broke down and took my last ditch attempt to squash it..... Thorazine.

I have taken 3 doses over the last 2 years.

T o t a l f a i l.

The only thing it has done is blurred my vision, Lousy side effect but it will be gone by tomorrow.

"Call or go see your Pdoc" isnt going to help things, so no need for that advice.

This is situational. and nothing that a few weeks of Therapy I couldnt afford anyway is even going to scrape the topic(s) I miss my old Therapist, big time. Hes 750 miles away. He doesnt do telephone Therapy and I think talking to him would make it harder on me to get over all this.

So yeah i'll be a snappy b!tch mentally until whenever;...... already gave my husband the heads up so I will just shut the hell up, I refuse to take things out on people I care about .