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Originally Posted by cryingontheinside
I'm so lonely . I live alone . I am alone most of the time . I had friends on the internet but they all hate me now , I guess because of my chaotic behavior .
I want back what I had with my friends but I can never get it back. They hate me .
I'm so alone . I'm depressed and feeling so low . I hate my self . I am pathetic and a loser . no wonder I am alone . no wonder I am not happy .
I tried ringing the Samaritans but it didn't help . I'm planning to get drunk today and I don't know what I'm going to do next . I will never be happy again
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I know its so hard being alone. I'm alone most of the time too, or I'm around people that I have little to no emotional connection with. Have you looked into doing any 12 step online or phone meetings?
I know you said that some of your friends were bullying someone else and you stood up for them. It seems like maybe they showed their true colors and aren't the best influence for you to be around. Some of them may come around in time, if they are true friends. But if someone doesn't like you because you stood up to them because they were being bullies, it sounds to me like it may not be such a terrible thing. You're not a loser. You have a good heart.