SC, I know what you mean, but also know that if T were to become just like another person in my life, then she wouldn't be as special, I think they help us grow and teach us what we deserve so that we take that with us into the outside world and feel those feelings we feel with T with other people..T always says "It will happen here first" before I never felt anything with anyone, now and then I get that warm glow I feel T feels about me about other people and it feels nice.