It's sounds like you are not in a good place at the moment. Please talk to your therapist. They can't decide to change your meds only a doc can do that. Your desire to hurt yourself is a warning that you need help. Please do this for yourself
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"Ask yourself whether the dream of heaven and greatness should be left waiting for us in our graves - or whether it should be ours here and now and on this earth.” Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged
Bipolar type 2 rapid cycling DX 2013 -
Seroquel 100
Celexa 20 mg
Xanax .5 mg prn
Modafanil 100 mg
